No name yet....

Wandering mind,I can tame thou not;
From entangling in a fuzzy knot

Mercurial nimbleness,you possess;
Making no conclusion ever surface

Bursts of thought quasarize then and now;
Yet,none stabilize to provide the much needed glow

I wish there was dormancy for a while;
So i could decide to run which mile

I wonder,how will I ever decide
Which way I want to change the course of tide

Endless wait...???

Why does your absence ring in a void?
Though I know there is no hope but just an empty drought
Daring my mind to not process the thought
I try to catch the momentary happiness ,now just a fading spot

To keep the sanity in my head
I try everything to raise happiness from being dead
When it’s a certainty that we may no longer meet
Respite I still have not, from this growing greed
For seeds of optimism grow at an unrealistic speed

Bobs of pendulum is this minds nature
For fluctuation from utter despair to faith-in-faith, is as easy as my confusion’s growing stature..

Not a decision I expect to take
But a hint not-so-subtle would definitely be great
Endless wait I do not want to wait
But ,"what if it is worth it?" , Has become unlikely bait.